For Real

Well, it's a baby! It has arms and legs (long legs I might add), fingers and toes and a head and everything!  These ultrasound photos do not do our baby's photogenicness (is that a word?) justice.  But, it feels real now.  I'm not sure we are going to find out it's gender.  And I don't want to keep calling it "it" so we're calling the baby B-Dub (baby w "dub", get it?).   This first photo of Bdub was taken on June 20, 2013 (Bdub was the size of a grape). Travis and I heard Bdub's heartbeat and actually saw it beating! I can't tell you how crazy that was!  Bdub seems to be just fine, I guess.  I catch myself wondering if the baby is ok in there, but then I think...I can't start this now, not yet... I'm going to be worrying about Bdub for the REST of my life.  So, I resort to prayer.  Everything will work out just how God has planned.